Khamis, 26 Mei 2011

Letter No. 2 from Yong Vui Kong (YVK)


Thank you, and thank you to all the kind-hearted strangers who have helped me. Thank you to all those who read my letters. I hope that everyone can read them. This is the only way for me to connect with the outside world.
Yetian, you said that life is very precious.
To me, life is the most important thing in the world. There are many things that mean a lot to me. But even if you have a lot of money, or many material possessions, you still only have one life.

In the past, I did not value or respect my life. It was only later that I realised those who do not respect their own lives, cannot expect others to respect them.
NONEI watch my fellow inmates losing their lives, one by one, because of they were ignorant, or easily misled. It breaks my heart.  I know I'll be just like them. So I would like to use every remaining day of my life to tell people my story.

I want to tell everyone not to make mistakes, not to end up on death row because of drugs. I want to tell them never to take drugs and destroy their lives.
Thinking back to the day Yun Leong came to see me at the detention centre, I was crying like a child. I was so afraid. My hands and legs were trembling as I cried. I had broken down. All my macho bravado had disappeared.
I was very afraid of death. I didn't know what would happen to me after I die.

'I don't blame the Singapore government'

I am very grateful for my life. I am very grateful towards all those who have worked hard to try to save me, and to ask for the Singaporean president to grant me clemency. If I were to give up now, wouldn't I be letting them down?
I really don't want those who have supported me, helped me and encouraged me to be sad.
I don't know why, but I know that my case has caused a lot of quarrels between people. I said before that life is not something to be wasted, but to be cherished. Quarreling is a waste of life.
I don't blame the Singapore government. I don't blame anyone. I believe that every country has its laws. If you make a mistake and get caught, then you deserve to be punished. I also know that Singapore is governed by rule of law. Asking a country to change its law is a very difficult thing.
I don't yearn for anything. All I want is more time.
I am a death row inmate. I have no right to ask for the abolishment of the death penalty. But I still feel that the death penalty is not a workable solution.

I am grateful to those who have been able to forgive me. It is a miracle that I have been able to live this long. I will take good care of myself, study hard and improve myself.

'I don't yearn to leave prison'

You asked me what I would do if I were granted clemency.
While I'm alive, I will work hard to share my experience with everyone.
I will devote my whole life to help those who other people are unable to reach.
Even if I do not get a second chance, I hope that everyone will always remember to give themselves a second chance. Life will be fuller this way.
Yetian, it's been hard on you. You have to write to me even though you have to work. I am really happy, and hope to keep writing. I will stop here today.

My Note:

I reserved my greatest sympathy and respect to you, YVK. It doesn't matter to me who you are. Whether you are white or black.  Irrespective of what religious that you are devoted to. But what really matter to me most is your sincerity in admitting the wrong doing that you've done and the courage that you'll completely transform yourself  if you're given a second chance to continue with your life.

Wish you best of lucks.